Where I'm at, Right Now

from Swansongs by Jake Bellissimo

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Where I’m at right now involves a revolving door
because at the drop of a name that can change to be so much more
Where I’d be at, then, is a grocery store in West Berlin around November 2015
unaware if I’m changing my life or if my life is changing me

Where I’m at right now is less of a place and more of a list
I can be selfish, co-dependent, happy, alone, neurotic, dissipating, scared of what my mind sees through my eyes, And, if given a bottle, I can also not give a shit
My emotions can fly as high as an eagle does in spring
and, if you leave me alone for long enough, I might even sing

I want you to know that I’m trying to be as flowing as the trees can be
Sincerely, J.B. to future me

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from Swansongs, released November 29, 2020

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Marlene Bellissimo Berlin, Germany

I'm a trans woman in Berlin with songs from a past life. More music coming soon🌸

Email me: marlene.bellissimo@gmail.com

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